neurons firing plus me trying to sit on my hands while watching my thoughts like clouds

what the fuck.

it's only been thirteen days?????

lordy. get of the nuts. sit on your hands indeed. strap weld them to the ground and just wait.

hahah. the impatience to start something that you're building up to something so great. and it hasn' t even been two weeks. the real already happened and the only thing that is real here is your eagerness.

having faith

sitting on my hands.

i'd like this all to work out like it's supposed to and i know it will,

so says the yogi.

swim in this! be giddy!

when's the next time? what are you doing?

god, i cant wait! the long hair suits you. smile smile smile smile,

so says the girl.

fucking relax.

just another boy and frankly, 

you've been havin' fun, yo.

all is good and all can happen. want a drink?

so says the dude.

breathe. find a skirt for tomorrow.

write your love notes.

don't fret.

live in the now.

love all of it.

so says everyone in me...

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and after all this, what it boils down to is the healthy desire of someone to freak out and share with. 

no hesitation. no second thought. just the now. every adventure is a new one because i am in a state of constant change. i might have felt it when he took my hand for the first time.  

after that night and a few days later i thought: "alright. i think i get it now."  and when i think about those moments that are in the vault, I can't help but smile. it just happens to my face.

avocados are excellent.

they are also good with cheese. they make almost every sandwich better. i think they taste so good. i even enjoy eating one right out its skin with a spoon. AND when they're cut in half, they're beautiful!  The shades of green, that perfectly shaped curve? from god.

shit. i love 'em.