when "what ifs' turn into the "is" and the "are"

i feel it's this simple:

to follow your heart and do it.

to have a feeling and follow it.

to see good things and say thanks if you see fit.

maybe i enjoy being inappropriate,

absurd,

loud,

quiet, 

alone,

good, 

bad, 

and perhaps even

ugly...

reading this, you know me.

everyone has the capacity to do what they want and say what they feel and be as amazing as they allow themselves to be. know this:

what you love in others, you have in you. same goes for what drives you insane. what you think is sexy is what you have. what you think is pretty is also inside. what you think is witty you have the sharpness to understand. what you wanna say has been said and the world turns, without regard to guilt or hurt feelings and really, we don't owe anybody anything except to respond to life with something honest.  magic is everywhere. i sometimes think traffic in LA happens because the people here need to slow down, quit dressing up, and sit in a little machine by themselves and think about what the fuck they're doing.

i feel like i've written that before. it's worth saying again...

if what you do every day is exhausting, find your way to the opposite effect. i know that snap of a finger wont change much, but its the effort that counts.

effort changes everything.