my horoscope just read: it's a good time to let people know how much you love them.

awesome. 

i feel like spreadin' the love. summer is coming and i am ready for it.  summer is my strongest season. i was born in the summer and when it comes i feel a tickle in my brain that's quiet in the winter, not as good as in the fall, and not even close in the spring.

i could eat some soup right now. bread to dip in. i could eat a bowl of spaghetti. i could also have a salad. I could grab some sweet potato fries...that's an idea. hmmm.  hmm...sushi?

funny how often what i write comes down to food or kissing. ('cuz here comes the kissing part...)

sometimes i wake up in the morning and dream up someone who kisses my neck, nuzzles my face on the right side, and then he disappears and reappears on the other side. he disappears again and then i start my day. and that's it some days; that is nourishment enough.

all the sex has evolved to the movements around it now. i prefer flirting, gazing, holding hands, kissing. intercourse: bleh. sometimes i think that the puritan courtship ideals have it right. SOMETIMES. 

but, i get it. 

i like these moments. 

i lack control.

if i'm gonna eat something, it's gotta be soon because there might be some romance happenin' later.