drinking my dinner tonite. had a healthy snack earlier. thought about having a child last week and my face didnt cringe. sights are bright right now only because i've relinquished control. i havent had a really sweaty practice in a long time. nickolas was over last night. i'm gonna meet a poet friday night. thanksgiving is in between. november makes you want affection. november makes me want affection and someone in my bed.
i doesnt need to be a special occasion to light candles. weird, but i'm on this trip where i see everything as fleeting. gratitude is the best choice for me because otherwise i can go to the dark side. i'm trying to make gratitude my very style. i let things come to me. my "fuck it" mode is back..and really..it's so me. fuckin hippie.
i love kissing.
it's a new moon tomorrow. sweet.
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