i think i'm back

for now. because i was gone for a while and not quite feeling like myself.  i've fallen in love with the poetry of derrick c. brown and wanna believe that i've gone through all of this solely to find what i have seen him write so well on paper. i can't explain it so i won't try.

     i think the answer for me is to just slow down.

I went on a walk this morning and waved to five firemen who were parked in my neighborhood. they are hot and i was happy about that. I tried to run a little bit when i was passing them because it got kinda weird when they all started waving while they were sitting in their big red trucks.  it was quite the exchange of waving and smiling. 

i'm good. just different. just kinda broke but have grown a lot. trying to get my priorities straight because i realize they have to change. gonna try new things.