sunday evening

     I think we are all just freaks and weirdos and some of us have won the circumstance lottery this time around to have the opportunity to make a positive difference in this world. the lesson is to live in gratitude and be open to possibility.  Yes, even though we get in them "i'm going crazy and have had enough of this shit" moods (and god knows that i've been ready to MOVE ON from this life many a time), we might as well make the best of it. be up for this adventure.

      AND, even if we are lonely, there is always something to be learned.  I've had a dude crawl through my window only to crawl out one last time (a girl's got needs). I've had a stranger tell me that i'm gorgeous and weeks later he remains to be seen. I've had the best lovers of my life these past few months and I've been given that random gift of time and self-realization to learn that this city is a crazy place. 

      I myself am a crazy place. I'm thinking the purpose of this life is to learn and figure at least a few things out about how not to make myself so crazy in the next one.  Have faith in the moment because we control none of it.  

       

(this blog, whether viewed by others or not, will keep me accountable. and hey, it's pretty much a pretty way to journal online that chances that someone might read it. As private a person that i am, i know i have some kinda wisdom that can benefit others...)